hello there everyone, its been two weeks since i updated...hope u guys are still doing fine eh?

And like always, time is constantly on the move, and i left panting after it.

My fear is that before i could fully enjoyed my holidays, it would be long gone...well, life's like this right? i sometimes really wondered why people tend to take things for granted, and then only come to regret and sorrow when they lost the things which seemed so dear to them? things come , things go, people come, people go. That's part and parcel of life. I'm many of you out there experienced before the pain of losing someone, be it broken relationships, or death. And yeah, the death of your loved ones is certainly painful, or in some cases, undescriptive. For those of you who do not really know me, i have already gone through this pain 4 times. 3 of them are of my grandparents, and one belongs to my closest cousin. Yeah, at that point of time, i remembered i questioned and hated God, for he allowed my cousin's death to take place. Maybe during that time i was completely distraughted and still a little bit immature. But yeah, at least it made me a stronger and more matured teenager. Death and seperation is part of life. I'm not trying to sound morbid, but i just want you readers to know( if there's any ) that life is full of changes, as well as up and downs. Though there are times we need grit our teeth and bite the bullet, but let's learn to appreciate life. For example, your usage of computers. I'm pretty sure the most of you come from developed countries, yeah? So why not let's appreciate the fact that we more than sufficient food and clothing wheareas people from third world countries are starving or freezing from the cold? We have only one life, dont make it bitter, make it full of cheerful memories and experiences, so that when you dying on your deathbed, at least you can smile over the fact that you did not waste this very precious life of yours. In short, be optimistic, just like the guy in the movie 'castaway'. Hell, he lived on that deserted island for 4 years, talking to a ball as his imaginery friend. But one day a plastic flat cubicle wall arrived on the shore, and he used it as a sail in his boat to return home. i admired his courage, and more for his determination to survive. And this is what he said,' i just know i have to keep breathing, because somewhere out there i know there's a glimmer of hope. Even when i'm faced with setbacks, i struggled on, because i know the sun will still rise tomorrow. And who knows what will the waves bring one day?' Haha, thats the point....be optimistic and cherish each other in life.

And as for one of my friends, i certainly hoped you did enjoyed yourself on the day before when we were together, haha, though i admit there's a shortage of topics for me to talk about. You are heartbroken now, but dont forget there will always be a brighter day. Don't have to find fault with yourself, there's no right nor wrong. Nor do you own him anything. Perhaps there's no medicine to clear your sorrows or heal your scars, or maybe i can't even solve ur problems today, but at least you can lean on me now :)

God bless y'all.

Drfreeman signing out on 15 december at 04:05am
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